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So I have not been able to work out since I had my surgery. I think I have done pretty good with my diet considering it was the holidays. I haven’t seen any significant body change in a few weeks but I guess that’s normal since I haven’t been at the gym. I am going back on Monday and Matt has already warned me that I probably wont be where I was before my surgery with my strength...
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Well our trip to New York was kind of craptastic. We are running 2 hours late getting home which really blows because all I’ve wanted to do today is take a hot shower and get frisky with Matt. Now I’ll probably be too tired.I kind of knew this trip wouldn’t be good. After last night all I’ve wanted to do is curl up in bed and cry. I don’t know whats going on but all...
Sometimes I don’t know how to be happy or enjoy myself when there is so much suffering around me. Why do things like this have to happen God?!
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Sometimes it feels like I’ve been asleep for four years and I woke up next to a short haired version of my man and two kids.
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Matt’s mom took the kids for the day. I told Matt I felt up to it. I feel s much better, but he insisted that I rest another day. I feel so dumb but I am already really really sad that they are gone. I haven’t gotten to spend a lot of time with them over the past week. I wish he would have let them stay here with me. I’m pretty lonely.
