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Dec 31st

Death Cab For Cutie “Styrofoam...

Dec 31st

My Dad just called and told me my grandfather was in the hospital all week. He went into the hospital on Monday with internal bleeding and he lost 7 pints of blood. It took them all week to get him stabilized enough to have a procedure done to stop the bleeding. What I want to know is, WHY DIDN’T ANYONE CALL ME SOONER THEN TODAY? My grandmother hasn’t talked to me in 2 months...

Dec 31st

New Years resolutions are for dopes. Be the person...

Dec 31st

Dec 29th

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Dec 27th

My milk is going away :( I am beyond distressed about this. Amélie is probably my last baby so this is even more of a loss for me then it was with Indiana. I am going through all of those same feelings I had with him, I am a bad mother, they don’t need me anymore. I wish I could not be so depressed about this. I love nursing her. I love cuddling, I love being skin to skin. I love not having...

Dec 27th

Dec 25th

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Dec 23rd

I've been a little mean to Matt today. Im going to...

Dec 23rd

so caroling kind of sucked :(

Dec 23rd

Dec 22nd

Some days I don’t feel like I am accomplishing anything. Its hard when everyone else is getting good grades and working towards a degree. Sometimes it feels as though I am wasting time. I have no goals or grades. I don’t know. I hope I snap out of it soon.

Dec 22nd

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Dec 21st

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Dec 21st

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Dec 21st

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Parenting Tip of the day

For your information Patrick, the back pack I bought for Amélie is not to carry her around in ha ha ha ha. Indi had a little one like that when he was 18 months old and I filled it with little books and toys. Then whenever we were out somewhere and he needed to be entertained in his stroller or the car seat, he always had his back pack.

Dec 21st

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Dec 20th

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Dec 20th

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“I hate flowers - I paint them because they’re cheaper than models and they don’t...”

– Georgia O’Keeffe (via mr-crease)

Dec 20th

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I'm really lucky to have such understanding and...

Dec 19th

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I miss feeling at home at my church. I miss feeling like everyone is my family. I miss being the girl who grew up in the church and everyone knows. I miss everyone genuinely caring about me. I miss being honest. I miss being close to them.

Dec 19th

nicoleloher asked: I am seriously considering it. P.S. I want to tell you how stylish of a mom you are! This morning I saw a momma in high-waisted jeans (not the good kind) and tennis shoes. You rule!

Dec 18th

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nicoleloher asked: I am seriously considering it. P.S. I want to tell you how stylish of a mom you are! This morning I saw a momma in high-waisted jeans (not the good kind) and tennis shoes. You rule!

Dec 18th

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Dec 16th

So if I write about everything else on here, why...

A few weeks ago my Dad had two mini strokes at work. He was in the hospital for 3 days and they could not figure out what the problem was. His heart and brain were totally healthy. Yesterday the same thing happened. He is at the hospital getting more tests done and they are baffled as to why this is happening. I can tell he is anxious and scared. I think the main thing this is bothering me is...

Dec 15th